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Post by speedracer on Feb 10, 2024 22:25:42 GMT
It's alright Daved. You're alright. Not the same thing at all. I get that I drove folks crazy over on SHF. You were cool when you figured out I wasn't here to fight.
Man I am not insulting anyone here or over there. When I fucked with anyone over there it was for the same reasons folks here mess with them. Exasperation with the idiocy. My tactic was to be such an idiot that even the idiots would get it. Once in a while they would implode and get themselves booted. Unfortunately that doesn't always work.
You know something? Right when you all were ripping on me last March, "where is speedracer I miss making fun of him" you know why I had stopped posting? I lost my dad AND my kid in the same fucking week . Not interested in doing myself any favors. All this started from me pointing out a thread I wasn't comfortable with. This site is honest I will give it that but I don't do mean.
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Post by daved on Feb 10, 2024 22:26:42 GMT
It's alright Daved. You're alright. Man I am not insulting anyone here or over there. When I fucked with anyone over there it was for the same reasons folks here mess with them. Exasperation with the idiocy. You know something? Right when you all were ripping on me last March, "where is speedracer I miss making fun of him" you know why I had stopped posting? I lost my dad AND my kid in the same fucking week . Well that is absolutely fucking awful and I am sorry to hear that.
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Post by bradman on Feb 10, 2024 23:00:42 GMT
I never said you were a bad actor, you are projecting. There isn't going to be evidence presented, and this isn't a courtroom procedural. I don't give three fucks about you either way, don't flatter yourself. For someone who doesn't give three fucks you sure were Johnny-On-The-Spot with the hostility when I showed up here. Point blank disrespect. Not just fuckery, open throwdown. If that wasn't just dogpack pile-on and a reaction of your own free wiil, what was the cause? Did I insult you on SHF or something, or be a fascist racist dick or a smug sexist fuck? Or is it just fun to rip new assholes? Or was that just humour I missed? Genuinely mystified here. I'll have to check with my boss, essayceedee.
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Post by speedracer on Feb 10, 2024 23:12:36 GMT
Thanks Daved. It really sucked. A lot of my passag trollery on SHF was because I was trapped at home for years taking care of my teenage son , fully disabled, stone autistic, so I took SHF seriously as a social hangout and went kind of psycho on SHF with guerilla ops against the insufferable dickheads there.
Also apology to bradman, the trouble with the shit I threw at you is it is something we all do, I should know better than to single someone out like that. It's a cheap shot to hit folks with stuff like that. Essay Ceedee, whatever have fun hating my guts, thanks for keeping it real.
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Post by essayceedee on Feb 11, 2024 0:08:33 GMT
I don’t hate your guts, this is all jokes. I am legitimately sorry for what you’ve been through though, nothing funny about any of it.
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Post by speedracer on Feb 11, 2024 0:56:02 GMT
I don’t hate your guts, this is all jokes. I am legitimately sorry for what you’ve been through though, nothing funny about any of it. Really appreciate that man. And apologies again, everyone's got troubles mine are no excuse, but I am half crazy by now. I will stop with the shadowboxing. This last purge thread on SHF, the one that got masterthief banned, was just really ugly. Those sexist fuckers got me so mad I turned bad. I started seeing demons in my soup. Mostly what I have always done over there (other than the occasional gag thread) is tend a few threads on stuff I am into, not really built to take the absolute twisted shit those nazi motherfuckers are dishing out, then I get all bent out of shape and come over here to see if it is being talked about and vent, with no fuse left. It's like that saying by Nietszche ( no I'm not a Nietszche nazi! ) how's it go? about staring into the abyss until you become the abyss. I have definitely looked too long into the abyss.
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Post by Brick Wall on Feb 11, 2024 1:10:07 GMT
That would be Nietzsche, eh?
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Post by essayceedee on Feb 11, 2024 1:34:36 GMT
I think he’s talking about Jack Nitzsche.
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Post by Norman ‘Whiplash’ Mailer on Feb 11, 2024 1:35:39 GMT
The “stare at the abyss” quote popped in my head earlier this week when staring too long at STeVe’s neckvag in that watch picture he poated.
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Post by essayceedee on Feb 11, 2024 1:38:02 GMT
He needs to squirt some Massengill in that thing.
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Post by Sounds.. ago on Feb 11, 2024 1:45:25 GMT
You know something? Right when you all were ripping on me last March, "where is speedracer I miss making fun of him" you know why I had stopped posting? I lost my dad AND my kid in the same fucking week . Sorry for your loss.
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Post by Brick Wall on Feb 11, 2024 1:48:26 GMT
I think he’s talking about Jack Nitzsche. Ah, yes. Of course. That would...um...erm...nah. Even that wouldn't explain it.
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Post by Professional...Writer on Feb 11, 2024 2:00:14 GMT
Can we get back to calling each other fat suburbanites? I'm big boned, asshole.
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Post by hoffa_nagila on Feb 11, 2024 8:05:54 GMT
I don’t hate your guts, this is all jokes. I am legitimately sorry for what you’ve been through though, nothing funny about any of it. Really appreciate that man. And apologies again, everyone's got troubles mine are no excuse, but I am half crazy by now. I will stop with the shadowboxing. This last purge thread on SHF, the one that got masterthief banned, was just really ugly. Those sexist fuckers got me so mad I turned bad. I started seeing demons in my soup. Mostly what I have always done over there (other than the occasional gag thread) is tend a few threads on stuff I am into, not really built to take the absolute twisted shit those nazi motherfuckers are dishing out, then I get all bent out of shape and come over here to see if it is being talked about and vent, with no fuse left. It's like that saying by Nietszche ( no I'm not a Nietszche nazi! ) how's it go? about staring into the abyss until you become the abyss. I have definitely looked too long into the abyss. You're not the abyss. You ruffled a few feathers here, then you and the others hashed it out and now it's all good. That's the human experience. I feel like you're being hard on yourself and in turn think the shit we are all saying is serious condemnation. But it's not. There are a few fuckers there (and sometimes here) that a lot of us genuinely, unapologetically at the very least strongly dislike but that's a different level of contempt that you have not earned.
I'm very sorry for your losses. As far as being half crazy... you, me, and just about everyone else here fits that bill.
Understanding the vibe here can be a bit confusing at times. But, barring poating beheading videos or whatever insane shit happened the other week, it's pretty hard to step out of line. What I'm going to say next, please understand I mean it in the nicest, kindest way possible. Just chill out. Come here, have a few laughs. We're not curing world hunger or ending sexism.
And fill out your equipment profile.
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Post by daved on Feb 11, 2024 10:03:05 GMT
The “stare at the abyss” quote popped in my head earlier this week when staring too long at STeVe’s neckvag in that watch picture he poated. I’m eating breakfast you fucker!
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